On identity
What attention actually is.
We treat attention like a resource to be managed. It is closer to a state of being.
A different definition
Attention is not focus. Focus is what attention does when it is gathered and pointed. Attention itself is something quieter and stranger, closer to a quality of presence than a tool of productivity.
We have been taught to think of attention as a finite resource: a battery to be managed, a budget to be allocated, a muscle to be trained. There is something to all of that. But it is incomplete.
Attention is also the texture of being alive. The thing that makes a meal a meal instead of fuel. The thing that makes a friendship a friendship instead of a list of contacts. The thing that lets a sentence on a page actually land instead of pass through.
The economy fights for your attention because attention is where your life happens.
If you spend your attention on noise, you have spent your life on noise. Not metaphorically. Literally. The life is in the attending.

Lindsay Freezman
Writer and strategist working at the intersection of psychology, communication, and artificial intelligence.
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